A little window

Oct 18

“The Light.
As it shines bright before my eyes.
I feel alone. How I long for that light.
Crave it. Still the dark bind my heart.
Alone, forgotten the dark will take those like I.
Still I stare at the light, curious of what it will bring.
Alone and forgotten, the like welcomes those like me.”

-Anonyms

Oct 03

Man I’ve been emo lately^^;

Alone, forgotton abandoned, in despair.

I never knew, I could have never guessed your feelings.

Growing up, in solitude and despair.

Years have passed, and we meet again.

We talk and laugh and discuss.

You tell me a tale, of when once…

You loved me.

Alone forgotten, abandoned, in despair.

I have lived in solitude.

Neh I suck at this…But I need the word out…This scared me…

A mere shadow, an outline.

Her figure stands before me.

Always watching, waiting.

A warm breeze passes by

tears fall and warmth fills my heart.

She smiles warmly and understandingly.

The warmth makes my chest feel on fire.

A mere shadow, an outline.

The  symbols of Darkness and emptiness

They mean so little yet so much

Feelings intesnfited yet belittled.

Logic and beleifs clash.

Emotions run a muck.

Confusion and fear fill the air

Yet all is still.

A mere shadow and outline

Despite the boundries beyond our control

Love ones never leave us.

We will alway be there for one another.

With peace or without.

We have yet to understand.

A mere shadow an outline.

My grandmother lives…

Sep 20

Do I have a heart?…I just dont know anymore…

Sep 16

This whole makeout, boyfriend-girlfriend thing is new to me.

carolineslittlelifelessons:

I’m scared.

 Don’t be. Being a boyfriend or girlfriend is truely a wonderful thing^^Nothing that should be sought out but you should just let happen. And if it does happen and it’s with the right person…It’ll just make the darkest days seem like a walk on a beach^^